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Amira Idayu
You don't need lucidity to find joy. Joy is where you decide to put your heart at. There's just something about words that I love, that works in sync with codes. Solituditary, writing, imagination. Those, are my favourites.
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Amira Idayu
16. CHR, senior year. Photoshoots. Dance-offs. Mates. Fun. Digicam. Cats. Biking. Explore. Books.
Words. Dictionary. Transparency. Body rides.
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Preface. So hey. This is my blog. I love writing. The posts and titles here are inspired from real life world and experiences. Typing about hurt doesn't make me a sadist. Typing about heartbreaks doesnt mean im on post-break up denial. Typing about love and crushes doesn't mean im in love. Typing about death doesn't make me an emo kid. We are all more in depth than the naked eye can see. I hate being ridiculed. I think I won't be uploading as much photos here now that Facebook is available. Read on, comment, whatever. Enjoy articulating or connecting my words with your life. Welcome.
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| For now, here goes... My last dedication to Rockstar You know who you are. Yes, i know about it. With the wonders of technology and blogging. I know about November or was it October? I know that it might have happened before 30th October. You dented your image in my head. So, people have flaws aye. But my heart is clear, i don't resent. I trust God. I trust to forgo the downfalls. I will tell others that it didnt work out, but i know the reason why. I knew your voice sounds happy that night. I know i made a mistake with Noah. But at least i admit it. Well, im not feeling angry or sad anymore. Cos, God gives me the strength. When i followed His ways, He showed me what is black and what is white. He gave me a choice to forgive and forget or to build up the hate. I chose to follow His way. The words you used in her click-to-enlarge, are so familiar. Too familiar in fact. Haha, gosh, to think of it. I can hurl vulgarities and sickening sad words. But im not, im over that phase. I've never begged for anything in my life, and im not about to start now. I still keep you in prayers. As well as the people i love. Because, i know one day you're going to fall. Down hard. And no one will be there for you. I'm sorry about that. And just that. Because i have been real the whole time. I've been real. I don't know about you. So i am really gone for good. When you see the world, don't regret. I am going to have so much fun while you're there with that. Smile. And God gives you strength. I keep you in prayers, because i trust God to have a pure heart. Ta! Yours. |
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