Herf: Okay let's play a game. Who answers first gets a point. How to spell 'Catastrophic'?
Nina: C-A-T-A-S-T-R-O-P-H-I-C!
Herf: Okay! One point. How to spell 'Merengue'?
Me: M-E-R-E-N-G-U-E!
Herf: How to spell ....(i swear i don't know what the hell is this word.)
Us: Don't know.
Herf: Ah, lame ah korang.
Ajis: We'll see how you do. How to spell Sa-tan?
Herf: S-A-T-A-N!
Ajis: Wrong uh. S-A-T-U-R-N!
Herf: Lame lah you.

I keep doing these bad things. It felt good at that moment.
God, im so sorry. No, sometimes I don't.
Yes, i do. When i feel low and unwanted. I do realise.
Then stop it.
I can't. Its too strong. Sometimes it takes me over.
Then who are you gonna blame?

I drew on a paper with my pencil.
My eyes losing focus.
The grip on my pencil slowly disappearing.
And coming back up to life.
And disappearing.
The head was sushing the constant rhythmic nags.
My eyelids played like in a puppet theater.
Opening up, closing a little, open again, half-close and close.
The cells and brain juice extracting slowly out through my ear holes.
Dissaraying.
Into the bright eternal sunshine.
The tummy rumbled for food.
The brain rumbled for NDS.
And then i wonder of all perplexity.
What rhymes with sleep?
I found it!
See the waiter, give him a tip.
So see ya later,
I'm gonna sleep.
Adios, amigos.

i miss learning Spanish.